• 8:52 PM, 29 November 2008
pics?
yesterday's dinner! margaret's bday! :D
ME AND BABBYYY =P
i gave him a facial
:D he didnt like it.
he said no diff =.=
mask?
my drawing. ppl say it sucks. inc babe. they cudnt see it was a girl and they think its just a butterfly :'(
i dont knw when was this?
me and brandon! =P
we were pretending to snap a shot so my mum wont knw he forgot to being something but the shot turned out good :D
THE BLACKERS .LOLZ
micheellee, meeeee, breeeaaan, weeeaai,
• 4:03 AM, 27 November 2008
i miss my 3Y =(
i miss...E..
MA..
MI..
L..
VINC..
VINE..
SK..
AS..
JW.
B.
R..
guess your initials. im sure its easy!
i miss others too. for their noisiness only.
i loved my form 2 life,
everything was easy..
i miss kimmy and kathy too.
*im gonna have a little bro soon! whoopee. not really whoopee -.-*
• 7:31 AM, 24 November 2008
BLAH!
okiie. tagged by a few ppl.its cool tag thingy nowadays huh?
im pretty lazy tho but fun! :D
1. What's your ambition?
- Banker
2. Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?
- both!
3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
- i used to, not anymore. one persn changed evything
4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
- Nope.
5. Do you believe what goes around comes around?
- YES
6. Do you believe in God?
- yes
7. Do you believe in eternal love?
- depends really
8. What's a perfect boyfriend/girlfriend like to you? (List 10)
- 1)be alert if they hear their gf
2) being lame and crazy and funny
3) he must not have a bad temper
4) honest
5) when he's oout with friends, he must not leave me out
6) plays an instrument/ eg. guitar and singing tto me
7) who thinks im beautiful and must not sound in doubt
8) who can bare with my jealousy
9) doesnt smoke, drink or watch porn
10) fulfill promises
9. What would the worst boyfriend/girlfriend be like?
- a cheater!
10. What feeling do you love the most?
- hugging my loved ones (friends, family&boyfriend)
11. What is your worst habit?
- biting everything that goes into my mouth. including straws. trying to stop it
12. Is there anything you want to tell the people who hate you?
- PLS DUN HATE ME T.T
AHAHAHA. wtv. if u dont like me, thn fuck you.u need not to tell me.
13. Do you cherish every single one of your friendships?
- i do. but it also depends on my parents. if they think their crazy. thn it doesnt matter. but so far. its all good ;p
14. What does flying mean to you?
- er.. fear?
15. What do you currently crave the most?
- ANYTHING! really. sushi mostly?
16. Have you ever regretted any decisions you have made? If so, briefly describe them.
- yes. not descibing em
17. Describe the person who tagged you in 7 words.
- 1)Kind
2) sweet
3) pretty
4) lovely
5) friendly
6) great
7) nice
18. What have you done to yourself to make yourself happy?
- pretend to smile and end up really happy? APAKAN?
19. What will you become in another 10 years?
- finishing studies and engaged?
20. If you could have one superpower, what would it be?
- to get all my jealousy off me?
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blogger must being with ten facts about them.
other bloggers who are tagged must also state the rules and ten facts about themselves. you must choose ten people to give this award to and list their names at the end.it is essential that a tag is left at their tag boards, letting them know about the award they've received.
Fact #1 i hate chocolate & sliced cheese. but those that goes with pasta is ok
Fact #2 I have a hobby of being a model
Fact #3 I have skin problems. and i hate it. so when u see me wear skirt. its like 1 time for a few months
Fact #4 I own something a baby owns. teehee! ^-^Y
Fact #5 i want to be lady like or "se wen" but i cant control!
Fact #6 I like fat huge chubby guys. but i prefer strong guys that doesnt have obvious packs
Fact #7 I hate when ppl who hate me stares at me like some dickhead~
Fact #8 I am manja to the one i love.
Fact #9 there's a secret behind my name. [SA]lly - mummy. [BEN]jamin -daddy.[A]ubrey -brother. ok well, nt exactly a secret =.=
Fact # 10 i love flat tummy and curvy butt :D
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2. No backspacing.
3. Tag 10 people to do this.
sabenas foo p;ao ;pazol
(Sabena Foo Pao Pao)
sabenas foo p;ao ;pazol? -.-
• 5:57 AM, 17 November 2008
PARTEEAAY!
yesterday was 3Ys party! :Di woke up around like 9? and waited for maria to come at 11 + and im like why she nt yet come. her phone is off. so i called michee and she said mar cant make it. i was like "OMG. IM DOOMED! PARTY IS SO DAMN DEAD!"
so i tried to call mar around 12 and she said she cant come :(
i had lunch and got ready PS2 and nintendo wii
the first to arrive at 1.30 was weei sing and jeremy.
WALAO. jeremy so funny.he came in and went "OO. PS2! PLAY GAME.
wad game u have? bassketball? sweet! i wanna play now!" and weei sing was like *omg*
so i asked them to help them selves and WOO. jeremy goes to the fridge and went choosing his drinks O.O
hahhahaa. i dont mind!
thn soon some more came, ALL BOYS, tayib, haadi, amin, yusree, azrin, jeremy, weei sing. michee came then jongyi thn jaslyn n brenda.
everyone was playing with wii and gambling inside with snacks. and laptop.
and i tot "shyt. this is so boring. they are so going home erli"
so me and miche decided to go fill the balloons with water outside into 3 pails~
soon weei sing n jongyi came out to help too.
LOLZ.
weeising was so happy he did this balloon thn he went "OH NO! MY BALLOON HAS HOLES SAB!!!!!!!!"
we were tryna compare who has bigger ballons.
michee&sab V.S. weeising &jongyi
well, weei singand jongyi won. BUTT...
when weeising wanted to put it into
the pail. he SOO crazy.
he dropped it like that and next thing u noe, his face and shirt was wet.
OMG. me and michee laughed like mad!
my mum actualy tot this was real!
we went in after filling all the ballons and played TRUTH AND DARE!
NO. its not childish way now. its the BIGBIG PPL WAY!
n its disgusting.
TRUTH.
1. have u dreamt that u had sex with anyone?
'' haadi did this and answer is = YES.
2.who you like?
'' michee did this = JOE JONAS! we were all like =.=
3. have u eaten your boogie ?
'' azrin did this = no '' i rmbred someone else said they did. was it tayib?
4. are u a virgin?
'' amin did this = YES.
5. do you watch porn?
'' me did this = no. '' thn it went to jere i think and he said yes. n i asked evyone and evyone shook their head and some girls said accidentally. i said "me too" thn evyone was like U LIED TO US JST NOW! they spanked me =.=
6. have u tried to masturbate?
'' haadi did this = YES! he was blushing away!.
DARE
1.Mixed drink
'' jeremy did this. we put raw egg, soy sauce, root beer, pepsi twist and soda innit. he puked! and jongyi finished it for him. n she's still okay! :O
2. pull out undie/boxers
'' brenda did this and all the boys LOOKED AWAY! LOL!
3. dirty dance
'' jong yi did this and SHE SHAKED IT! hahahaha. well, abit -.-
4. lick ur own toes
'' azrin was suppose to do this but it was too..EEE. so we spank hikm 3 times.
5. call a member of ur family to say i love u
'' aaron chong did this AND GOSH IT WAS HILARIOUS!
he called his sis and on loudspeaker.
sister went "HELLO?" and he was like " II LOOOOOOOOVEEE YOUUUU!" he put down the phone and msged the sis right away man!
6. guy kiss guy. girl kiss girl. lips
'' it was too disgusthing to watch. so weei sing had to kiss aaron chong on the cheeks. and the two gays *aherm* guys. blushed and we congratulated them for their first kiss! HAHAHAHHA.
the Mixed drink for jeremy! eelk!
i hope ur still okay jong yi =(
the coward of the day!
HE RELI WAS ONE!
we did the last few dares together.
1.sambal eating. we all had to eat a spoon of sambal straight into the mouth.gosh. they loved it. but not me. i was half way to tears!
2. lime eating. which everyone loved it except amin haadi and tayib! LOL!
jas loves lime jst like me!
3. chinese ppl had to drink a big big sip of wine. but apparently michee took a small one 8) they all loved the red wine!
4. malays had to eat........... CHILI PADI.
LOL LOL LOL! HI.LA..REEE.OUS!. they basically cried!!
haadi cried the most. but he said it was "tears of joy"
they were jumping around for at least 15 mins in tears!
tayib was the most afraid one. he took 10 mins to put tht tihng into the
mouth! LOL. he screamed to looudly. azrin was the cooolest and amin kept on staring at his mouth.HAHAHHAHA!
the smaller chili is the more hot it is.
BWAHGAHAHHAA.
heyguys, im sure u loved it =p no?
aftter all the... drama ? =p
we went into drums room.. and ...
JENGJENGJENG.we sing happy bday for michee! advanced bday'! :D
with a choco ice cream cake :D:D:D:D:D
TADA! with heart shape and words of "happy birthday michee from 3y"
she smiled! and hugged me !! i reali hope ur happy!
the girls!
for tayibs phone supposingly ? we were looking at his camera. haha
all of us and half of weei sing =( spot me!!!
we had the cake. and rested for a while and thn...
WATER TIME. we asked evyone to stand in a line..... face other ways and cover their eyes. thn michee sprayed water all over them.
warm up time ^^
the next thing i knew.. wateer balloons was thrown in my face... -.-
it hurts. i poured water across all their heads. we were soaking wet!!
and we tried to target jeremy and haadi the most!
i took towels .. and michee and us decide to hit their "xiao di di"
HAHAHA. i din donothing =p
i only threw buckets of water on em. we ran all the way out. and we even pulled down haadis and jeremy's pants. LOL
THEY BOTH WORE BLACK UNDIES!!
amin had his spongebob boxers on =.=

my dad took this. LOL. look at jongyi! she put her leg on jere's back
look at haadi in the red pail! HAHAHA

daddy took it from upstairss

getting ready for the photo.
damn. we used to much water, and when we had a masterplan.
BOYS VS GIRLS. and boys always target the leader...ME! :D
i nearly drowns cos of azrin and tayib.
jaslyn n brenda also sprayed water in my face.
so i used the towel and cover brenda's face! LOL
i smacked jongyi's ass. michee smacked mine!!
sunset with 3y
we rested and ate SO MUCH PIZZZZA!!
i jst realise how scary weei sing looks O.O
in d dark
me and jeremy
me and brenda
me and jong yi
me and jaslyn
me and bday gurl
me and chong. jaslyn and them all tot he looks suai here
me and my bratha
me and this NOT SO innocent guy who dropped my laptop and asked yusree to SHH. when i was right behnd him -.-
me and barcelona dude!

the guy who got on evyon's nerves! =p
we decided to do a pyramid wit michee on top. LOL
the imperfect shot of 3y! :D
me and amin. the guy with spongebob boxers! HAHAH
i showed them all the jesus thingy. and michee suddenly pointed and went "CALVINNNNNNNN..... has seen it"
i was like" o.o how u noe?"
thn when i realise where she pointed i ran outside and saw.. BABBYYY!!
babe came for a sleepover
jas jere weei sing and brenda was the last to leave.
we were CTR racing and woo! excited like mad.
after they left, my bro and babe jammed.
it was fun to watch em.
brandon is here too! we slept around 2 cos we were jumpig around and laughing while me asthma-ing =(
i slept on the floor. -.-
anyway, actually i blogged a whole lot interesting. but half way thru the blog, me lost conection and dint save. so GREAT. i re-blog boring ly.
i slept on the floor. -.-
anyway, actually i blogged a whole lot interesting. but half way thru the blog, me lost conection and dint save. so GREAT. i re-blog boring ly.
BUT I HAD FUN.
i miss 3y/
i miss yesterday (L)
• 7:01 PM, 16 November 2008
tagg?
1.take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture of yourself right now.
2. don't change your clothes. don't fix your hair... just take the picture.
3. post that picture with NO editing.
4. post these instructions with your picture.
5. tag 5 people to do this.
i was tagged by peiwei and yen =D
now i tag. kimmy, jwen, lilian, maria and whoever!
i din tag michee cos she's done it.
1. where and when was your last kiss?
~ yesterday, at kiulap
2. what color underwear/boxers/ thong wearing now?
~ pink *blush*
3. what are you listening to right now?
~nothing?
4. what is your favorite number?
~ 317506
5.what was the last thing you ate?
~kaya bread
6. when was the last time u smiled?
~just now for that picture? aaghhah
7. how is the weather right now?
~cool
8. who was the last person you talked on the phone?
~ calvin'
9. what is you worst habit?
~ biting my skin? not skin. finger skin? ok. wtf?
10. do you drink?
~ everynight. red wine. AHAHA. no la. maybe once a week? TO BURN FATS OKAY? (A)
11. do you dance?
~yes
12. when was the last time, if ever, you blacked out?
~i never..
13. girlfriend/boyfriend?
~if girlfriend as in friends, yeah! bt if lesbo, i pick boyfriend
14. your hair color?
~black i think? ppl say brown?
15. eye color
~black
16. do you wear contacts?
~ nope
17. favorite day?
~none?
18. favorite month?
~june :D
19. have you ever cried for no reason?
~ yeah,
20. what was the last movie you watched?
~ nanny diaries
21. favorite day of the month
~ nov 15th
22. are you too shy to ask someone out?
~noep
23. last advice you received?
~ better take thn regret?
24. what was the highlight of your weekend?
~ sturday = party ,tuesday = party
25. chocolate or vanilla
~vanilla
26. what is the last text message you received?
~abt drums
27. what is the last text message sent?
~ to maria
28. who was the last person you called?
~babes
29. what was the last sports game you watched?
~nada?
30. when was the last time you slept in someone else's bed?
~ friday
31. favorite movies?
~ funny and romance
32. favorite football team?
~i dont knwo?
33. what were you doing before this?
~ checking out blogs? tryna find someones profile
34. any pets?
~ dogs
35. favorite drink?
~iced milo
36. butter, plain or salted popcorn?
~ butter!
37. dogs or cats?
~dogs to the end.
38. favorite flower?
~ROSES!!!!!! AHH!!
39. when was the last time you got into trouble?
~i donknow?
40. have you ever loved someone?
~ loving them now!
41. who would you like to see right now?
~friends! & honey!
42. are you still friends with people from your kindergarten?
~yes!
43. have you ever fired a gun?
~ nooo!
44. do you like to travel by plane?
~ nope!
45. what websites do you go to frequently besides friendster?
~blogs, explosm.net,underage girl, youtube. mostfun. iambored
46. if you could be with anybody right now, who would it be?
~kelavin
47. how many pillows do you sleep with?
~neng eh. dua, two, liang ke.
48. are you missing someone?
~yeahs
49. how was your day?
~it havent started
• 6:15 PM, 15 November 2008
MANY THINGS TO TALK ABT!
the other day my house didnt have current for like... 5 hrs?
oh my. i sweat like crap.
we lit the candles and it looked so pretty in the dark
babe has 6 doggies in his house!
and NIKO was one i loved best.
the food at babe's house was yummy.
On kenny's birthday at seri kemayan :D
that day i went to kimmy's to give her pressie and her sis too.
kimmy soo tall! and so freaking gorgeous.
i kepy going "=O ur tall!" reli! she's like until my nose already and maiigah i feel so shaarrtt~
kimmy and mee
the young and beautiful kimmy!
smileszx!
we were talking abt some s ecrety stuff and laughed like mad.
we talked abt celebs too~ and got vain.
for Waliy and Nira's wedding \
its actually strapless bt u can see bra strap and has a big boom at the bottom. but cudnt take it. me love d dress!
before going to the gym :D
yesterday! i woke up at 7.30
i got ready everything for
DMM'S 3rd anniversary nniiighhtt! :D
i went thre. cos i was the receptionist.
so i have to look real pretty -.-
aries said that.
i was "partnered" with Rita. and Mable as usher.
damn. mable is 16 and sooo tall like a model!
i love this bag. but it was soooo heavy yesterday
in the car on the way to rizqu
anyway, i went to babe's shop thn wendy sent us to rizqun.
we went to the ball room and damn it was huge man the ball room. 1 floor have like.. what, 6 ballrooms? cool eyh?
girl's or guy's hand is this?
we went there. ihad to learn all the receptionist things .
we went there. ihad to learn all the receptionist things .
OMG SO CONFUSING!
aries was so busy that when i asked him. he went yep yep.
and i was like WAT?
there were like 200 + ppl coming
so the list had 200+ numbers and names.
25 tables.
whoaaaa.
i learned all these and watched them practice their thing.
it was cool and cute!
afiq and babe was accompanying me most of the time.
thn i was resting and some models came.
thn ashraff came..
he's a local brunei singer.
we rest thn i went to look for mummy in mall for a while with babe.
just for a while thn we left.
i was sitting there not doing anything at 3.
and they were discussing something.[they = babe, afiq, ashraff, aries]
i din know what.
thn suddenly afiq was like sabena can wah.
babe was like i'll be proud of u.
ashraff was like i prefer u.
and im lik,e HUH?
end up. last minute thingy, i had to model for ashraff while he sing =.=
i wasnt even ready! i only rehearsed twice or thrice thn ash had to go.
i was so nervous!
i had to pose and walk thruout the song.
babe and afiq also was dancing as girls with me but they left 1/4 of the song.
me and darling~
Babe. look . hot!
blur~
i got ready. and i had to check the tables for where ppl sit and all.
i had to help aries print his stuff. he put all d pressure on me,
its so scary la.
before i went to perform, i was so nervous i wanted to vomite. seriously. i choked and tears came. i felt better when [babe, dalbert, dilys, alex, nadiah and another girl ] comfort me.
but still nervous.
babe did an awesome job in dancing. woo. so hawt!
and he did ballroom with alex =(
i was aBIIIIIIIIT jealous.
after party, me and babe danced slow backstage like idiots. LOL/
we went home around like 12. 30am? yes, i got scolded =.=
anyway, i will be going to mall tobuy things for the party.
ergh, i have no idea how to make a party fun!
wii, ps2, water balloons, talk? WAT ELSE?! HELP ME OUT HERE PLS! T.T
• 8:13 PM, 07 November 2008
i love you more..
than anything i've spoken..i never wanna be without you.
theres no ending.
you're the voice in here inside my head.
you're the missing piece i need.
• 8:13 PM,
i love you more..
• 6:07 PM,
who is that girl i see...
staring straight back at me..the other day when i went to miri
i wanted to buy this but it was 130$
dat trip out to mall =D in kbox. we took like hella loads of attempt but this was the best shot. and me, esther,jwen, szekhai and vincent took the pic in the box thingy in arcade. I HAVE IT IN MY WALLET =D
me and darling!
so nice kan the colour?
idiotticas! :D
OK. THIS PICTURE MADE ME LOL FOR AT LEAST HALF AN HOUR!
it is fucking hillarious!
OMG. u shud try starbucks in miri. parkson!
SO NICE! try choco cream chip with vanila and whip cream = FAT!
hoodie. its all heart shaapes!
vaining in gym toilet!
oooo!
HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3 is such a bloody disappointment.
wth? like beggining suddenly "TROOOOOOOOY" thn start singing.
i went to watch with winnie and calvin~
and we prolly laughed thruout cos of them singing so suddenly.
thn while walking to netzone. we act like thm. LOL. funny funny!
POSER =p well. i asked u to pose -.-
• 2:24 AM, 04 November 2008
holiday
whee pmb finish~-.-
no feeling. i'd rather be in school.
GOSH.
well, i go to gym every morning now..
i go with babe.
its so fun at the same time. we do threadmill and all.
we concentrate on our own exercise thn meet up fr bball.
i have pictures but malas to upload.
thn i had parrty.
which sucked. i met aaron soon and sze khai tho.
we met up and talked and walked around downstairs.
and last few days,
babe and his sistr, winnie.
came my hhouse for two days straight.
i definitely had fun cos of these two.
they make me smile like crazy! :D
today, OH MY .
i had so much fun.
i wwent gym. thn went for lunch with dear thn drums
then studio with dalbert and isabel.
LOL. and the instructors are soooo FUNY!
and nicee~
well, now babe's working evy tuesday.
he cant come for me drums anymore =(
lemme retire my drums soon?
im home now..
sigh. and i am not happy.
my family ruin my fun..
life basically sucks right now.
it hurts and sad too.
pmb over. holidays here.
and i get nagged for having fun? WTF?
i rather sleep on roadside than coming home.
life's so full of it out there.
but my doors are locked. and im stuck in a free world.
OK. i don make sense.
well, i just feel so unloved. except babe's love.
i feel so thrown aside.
i feel left alone.
when i can have my fun. THEY ruin it.
great way to let ur daughter live MOM AND DAD!
thanks for paying all my drums education and wadever i want.
but the thing is... I HAVE NO ONE TO SHARE MY FUN WITH.
i am considered the only child. and when i talk to u. u barely listen.
i have no one to play with. cos U STOP ME.
u push me in my drums LIKE AS IF IM ALIVE JUST TO DRUM.
i aint gonna die without drums. u think u waste ur money on me. sell the drums thn.
u push me in my studies and i know thas good for me.
well, im a failure. i try my best already. and u shoot all ur bloody words up my ass. sheesh