Hi, How are you?
; AWESOME. u?

2. Hey! You wanna go to the mall?
; i would love to! u send me there. thn u go home. okay?

3. I LOVE YOU
; ur my biggest fan arent u? i knew it!

4. Do you want some cookies?
; eww.. did u make it? =\

5. Can you take me a picture?
; of? i dont know?
.
6. Help me in my work?
; im stupid. ask someone else

7. Here's my gift to you.
; thanks =D

8. Let's just be text mates
; ha? text mates? mai lah. 3 cents leh u noe?

9. Do you want me to buy you an ipod?
; oopsie. i already have one, doopey

10. Let's sit together in the bus
; nah no thanks

11. Hi baby
; Hey pumpkin.

12. Your still handsome/preety.
; aww thanks =)

13. I still LOVE you!
; yeah, okay
.
14. Can I visit your house?
; sure! wait, i go call my bf to come too =D it'll be awesome
.
15. Do you love me?
; laddeelaah


I want to apologizing to my one and only. Dear. I didn't mean to play with ur heart just now. I was just wanting to know how you want ur time to be at parties. I know i am controlling. And ppl may call you crazy for liking such a controlling woman but dear. You mean so much to me. The way i played with you just now was really mean. I'm sorry. I shouldn't have done that. You've been there for me no matter what. You'd know if anything was wrong. And i love how you'd just carry me and place me on your lap to ask me whats going on. You would try to make me like a baby. I know i say sorry and sorry but still i do it. I'm sorry.... And there i go again. But really sorry for controlling your party time. I don want you to get in a habit in going out late.. Tho its dancing.. Cos dear, you have a great talent. And it can take you anywhere. So dance like you mean it, babeh! I'll support you. I love you!
I want to apologizing to my one and only. Dear. I didn't mean to play with ur heart just now. I was just wanting to know how you want ur time to be at parties. I know i am controlling. And ppl may call you crazy for liking such a controlling woman but dear. You mean so much to me. The way i played with you just now was really mean. I'm sorry. I shouldn't have done that. You've been there for me no matter what. You'd know if anything was wrong. And i love how you'd just carry me and place me on your lap to ask me whats going on. You would try to make me like a baby. I know i say sorry and sorry but still i do it. I'm sorry.... And there i go again. But really sorry for controlling your party time. I don want you to get in a habit in going out late.. Tho its dancing.. Cos dear, you have a great talent. And it can take you anywhere. So dance like you mean it, babeh! I'll support you. I love you!
I MISS THREEE WHYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =(

we still be friends... right?
we will still greet each other when we're in school right?
we won't just walk past each other without looking at each other RIGHT?=(
Cause i feel so lost in MY own world.
Cause i feel like i'm completely alone in my journey..
ooh. babe's dancing, and i cant wait to go see him dance!
i miss dear. he is dancing now
and im watching tvee...





but i dont want him to think that...
i just need a little more...
and i need more of yur..
cause i've written down a hundered of my feelings.
and it isnt working..
i am still feeling down as usuall..
i need help. i need help so badly.
im getting really frustrated at myself.
im really getting mad at myself.

i really need to stop getting..........
i really need to start showing i really do...
i need to find ways to overcome my....
i need to stop controlling.....
i need to show my...
and prove to him i really do...

i need help right now :(
I NEEEEEEED =\

this

AND THIS.. so weird i smile like tat right?


MORPH. BECOME THIS.
LOL OL OL LOLOLOL !
hahahahahhahaha!!
HAHAHAHAHA
i forgot to mention. me and babe danced under the spotlights ;p


HAHHA. ok. so weird

i like this the best.

sorry. i forgot to rotate.

swing swing!

HAHA. the last so-called big ending! LOL

but thanks for today dear. i feel so happy today.
i have so many GREAT memories today.

OH OH,, and when at babe's hse. i was lying down.
suddenly wendy shout! SABENA!! i was like O.O
mana tahu his dogs came in and im like... *im nt scared im nt scared*
The other day babe came my house to tutor me my mALAy again.
so before he went home. we went to huaho manggis.


vainn!

what babe need in the trolly is meee!! *prasan*





























TADAAAAAAAAAAA!!
and i saw esther too!
















OH MY ESTHER U WEAR SO NICE"
I KNOWWWWWW!!" ahahahhaha.


today, i went raya with dear!














on d way to kiulap
we stayed in babe's office for a while. i went to kiulap around like 10.am
we danced insied the office. and babe was just swinging me around. and im just like o.o''''''
something like ballroom typo dance la.
















thn we got VAINNNNNN!














see! DEAR SO VAINNNN :D
but look at his saliparrrrr!














babe decide to bring me buy easy way lor.
i ordered choco with pearl babe was lychee ice blended.
he kept on going like "*ha* mine so nice smel!! urs so smelly"
=.=
we wanted to go expressions to jam but it was closed.
thn soon we danced and danced.
ah wee, wendy's boyfriend. came to pick us up..
we went to their cousin's for raya.
we reached first. thn only other babe's family came..
ooh! the kids are so cute.
we ate LOTS. and drank. watched just for laugh gags.
joked. talked with wendy and winnie. thn me and babe was drawing and doing our signatures. hahaha.











babe, his cussie, me winnie and aunt grace.
we went around 2 and left around 5 man.
ahahha. cool tho.
and we played the cubix thingy.

wendy and ah wee decided to go on a "double date" ;D
but we went to calv's hse to change first.
change his slipper to shoes!














"yur a shoulder to lean on"

while dear was changing, i was trying to be nice to...SCARY DOGS!
when i went in, henry *the biggest one* was like pushing the box and rush to me. and they were all like ... jumping on me.. and barkingm e.
even LUCKY*fierce one* bit me! but of kos. not that hard. i lift up my leg pretty quick. the best was NIKKO!
OMG. so cute. he walks halfway tthn slide and sleep.
HAHAH. and when babe goes "nose nikko nose"
he licks his nose.
THEY ARE ALL SO WELL TRAINED!!
i sayang henry trying not to be scared. i held his head and "GRRRRRACK!"
i was like T.T

we left around 6 to empire!!!!!!!
the beach there.
it was dark liao. shd have gone erlier for the sunset.
oh wells,
we went there..













credits to wendy.
babe left me right. I LOOK LIKE A GUY SHADOW! :(















thn babe went to pose there. OMG.i was so scared he might fall. i was like screaming like mad. HAHHAA


yes,you're right.
im not a nice person

you've let me down
and brought back the pass.
wad was back thn. i know hurts
but what u left on my heart.
can really never be erased.
u have anyone everywhere.
i have a few and one was you.
talking among yur group is like a crowd to you.
talking to my group.......do i have one?
It just scares me how much I try and sometimes knowing nothing will work
i wish i never did what i did.
im sorry..
and..

yes. i talk too much.
thats how i am.. pls accept me like how i am.
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tmoro im going raya with babyy!! :D
i hope i'll be feeling fine by then..

THANKS lilian for being there :)

Have you ever told anyone you were okay when you really weren’t?
::yes

Do you think anyone out there loves you?
:: yes

What do you currently hear right now?
:: baobei - deserts chang

Who did you hug last?
:: mummy

Last person who told you things were going to be okay?
:: i don know?

Does the number 19 have any significance to you?
:: JWEN! 195!

Be honest, do you like people in general?
:: some?

Who was the last person that left you a comment?
:: babe?

Its 4 in the morning, your phone rings who do you expect it to be?
:: calvin, jwen, mum or dad

What do you think your best friends doing right now?
:: sleeping .. both jwen and esther

How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?
:: 25 or 26

What are you most looking forward to tomorrow?
:: tuition! i cant wait to study!

Do you think you like anyone?
:: YES. calavin

Have you ever been awake for 48 hours?
:: i forgot? but i think i ever

Are you jealous of anyone right now?
:: kinda?

Do you like your first name?
:: weird =\

Would you ever forgive someone if they cheated on you?
:: yes

Is there anyone you hate?
:: eeyeaah~

What are you looking forward to in the next month?
:: holiday!!

When is the last time you talked to number 1 on your top friends?
:: jst nw?

What color is your hair?
:: black.

When you think of the rainbow, what pops in your head?
:: a lolipop and clouds?

Have you lost contact with someone you miss?
:: no?

Do you think you’re old?
:: yeah

Are you afraid of the dark?
:: YES YES T.T

Sometimes, do you wish you were someone else?
:: yeah. i wish i was someone better

Can you see yourself ever being with someone you’ve been with before?
:: no? HAHAHA

Do you talk a lot?
:: YES. i find myself anoyying o.O

Can you play billiards?
:: nah uh

as the last time you cried really hard?
:: i dont rmbr

if u cud change your eye color, would you?
:: yes. purple!

Ever kissed one of your friends?
:: yes

Last bed you slept in and with who?
:: mybed. with no one =( *sobs*

Ever danced in front of the mirror?
:: ALOT!

How many hours sleep did you get last night?
:: few hrs?

Are your friends with any of your exes?
:: yeahs

What music are you listening to?
:: baobei - deserts chang

Have you told anybody you loved them today?
:: uh huh!!

Was your last kiss sober?
:: no!

Who do you trust with EVERYTHING?
:: god =)

Are you living a lie?
:: nope

Who was the last girlfriend/boyfriend in your house?
:: calavin

Can a girl and a boy be best of friends without having feelings for each other at one point in the friendship?
:: yeah. its possibele

got other videos at that site. jst double click it. lotslotslots videos.

THEY ROCK.

lol it's normal to be jealous. :] because you love him you want no one to be
near him except for you because you like him all to yourself.

i miss yaw <3

ANYWAY, the HIATUS post was bullcrap.
im now blogging again and again and again and................




i have been very interested in raya this few days :D
BTW, i blinged my phone.
it was michee's blog that made me do this =p

BLINGBLING~

blingalicious~





FIRST DAY OF RAYAAAAAA!
me and daddy went to this dude hoouse.
who has an italian wife :O
and dayem, his house. so effin niceeeeee!
got swimming pool with trees covered up.

i wore this princessy dressy like?

pureepppperly pelinky dress

smileeeeeeeeeee

purple shirt with a pink skirt :D


ON d way to rayaaaa :D

i ate lots of MURRRTABAK.
yes. very nice..
and after that i went to lucky for dim sum with michelle's family :D
thn we went to huaho and bought phne stickers.
LOOK AT MICHIE'S BLING

NICE ?

i like it
i stayed there until 7 ..




2ND DAY OF RAYAAAAAA!
i went to kiulap thn babe's sister sent us to the house

this is wad i wore.


yes very weird. bbut special eyh ;p ?
i went to amin/afiq;s house with dear.
well, i saw haadi :D
and he doesnt even noe PMB date/
he says its 14 when its 16! -.-



front of babe's phone


the bling i gave him =.='' heput it there so that when he slide it down, no one can see. smart =p

OH MEE. his house is damn nice.
his living room is bigger than my house kitchen and dining room combine. i have a pic of it but i wont post it up.
it aint nice to do that =\


BABY HAD LOTS OF THEIR BISCUIT!



hahha. we basically went to afiq's room and haadi and his friends played guitar and sing. so i jst sit there and listen to them play.
afiq played lucky and sang it weirdly. hahahha. it was funny tho.
i tried to entertian amin as YUSREE didnt come. so yeah. but babe did talk to him. hahahah. anyway, we talked abt memories.. well, they talk abt it. i jst listen. they talked abt ghost stories.
we had LOTS TO EAT. me and dear ate for 2 rounds ;D

amin looked so scared abt the ghost stories. hahahahhahaha.
it was funny.
i fed babe biscuits :D

nice tie?





we talked until babe's sista come and pick us.thn she sent us home.
with aunt grace (babe's maid) ,wendy and aunty, they talked abt the istana thing.cos baby mommy went so yeah.
she asked me to go with her but i said i was lazy. and very hot.
last night me and calavin on d phone...
he was sooooooooo sad that i cudnt go :(






THIRDAAAAAAAAAAY !!!!!
TODAYY!!

HAPPY 1 YEAR 4 MONTHS OH MEE BABYY!

today i was suppose to follow my daddy to someone's house but....
"daddy, u know this movie this boy so sad... right? u know the mother so bad..daddycanigoistana?"



he was like "HA?"
HHHAHAHA. but he let me go :D
so i quickly msged babe. and he was sooooooo happy! :D


i hurried to change and picked ma outfit

ERLI MORNIN' she wakes up and knock knock knock on d door
*lucky-britney spears*

i wore this. I NOE SO WEIRD OK.
very err. greeeeen,.. its weird. its like... O.o
BUT BO PIAN (no choice) istana luh. so yeah!
i went to kiulap very erli and bought some games.. wii games..

CSI, agatha cristie .. TWO mystery games . me likeee! WOOTS
HOOKED - fishing game ==''
RATATOUILLE - MWAHAHHA.





while i waited for dear. he finally came. i waited in the shop.
and when i went in to his shop. someknw me some didnt.
so those who didnt kept on asking what i was looking for ..
i totaly went ":)" only.
ONLYY ~!! how idiotic of me.




thn when babe come pick me. all went to the front of the shop and go O.O
sakai. never see us. HAHAHHA XD

we drove to the parking lot with wendy driving.
and went round and round for 1 hr.




aunty asked wendy to ask the indians who were leaving the lot.
ask them where they park so we cud park

wendy opened the window. took a deeep breath anddddd *laughs*
thn aunty was like totally =O AIYAH U!! EXCUSE ME EXCUSE ME!!
thn the indian was like o.o


it was sooo funny lah... wendy wasnt comfortable in asking igues??
hahahhaa.

we finally got a parking and went in..
FOR LUNCHHHHHHH!

i took my camera out to ask babe to take pic of the place. and he took this =.= WINNIE IN D BACK :D

HEE. aunty there!! she wore so smexy :D


we ate craps. it was nice tho.
with milo :D i like to pres the machine thingys where the drink comes out. s0O0o0o0o0O0O00oo fun lah!

the croooowd

the sharp thinggy :D


we went in and babe had to go seperate ways..
anyway, we went in to wait and when we jst found a place to sit. once i sit, i receive a msg from babe saying '' i already shake hand im waiting now''
i was like WAD? i jst sit down..!!


so he had to wait for 2 hrs. kasiann by =p

me aunt grace, winnie,wendy and aunty talked while waiting.
thn we walked abit and went into another waiting room. a nicer one =p
with aircond.

THE BOOTIFUL PLACE :D

the lights.




but going to this place.
aunt grace had to hold my hand to pull me thru while i held wendy's cos evyone was jst pushing. PPL ANAK ESP!!
grr!!





after waiting we went down a flight of stairs. and there was this mama and kid holding hands and pushing me. WTF!! but one part their hands went to my waist and i started laughing .. it was ticklish ok -.-

when we waited to go into the room to shake hands. DAMN. ppl are jst pushing!! like MAD!! seriously!!


even i lift my leg and aunty and wendy asked 'why? is ur leg pain standing up?" i went "no. i JST WANNA STEP ON HER *looking infront*"
they laughed.





thn near the door . this BLOODY WOMAN AGAIN. with her kid!
me and aunt grace was holding hands afraid of getting lost..
and this SMALL KID was pushing my buttttttt!
grrr.. i told wendy my ass was big enuf to keep her back.
and yeah. while the lil kid was pushing. i was leaning on here. litterally leaning. so she stopped..
[HA-HA-HA!!]





we shook hands. they looked tired already.
so we're like slapping hands only, HI 5 =.=

we took our gorgeous boxes.
and left. finding babe outside. hahaa. we took the bus down.
i love busses! i dont know why!





as we walked to the car, there was mr.softy.
so aunty bought it for us.
:D tHANKS AUNTY.
i love babe's mom. shes so nice.


babe eating iceeeeecreaaaaam!

he fed me. HAHAHA/. no. we're jst posing -.-

anyway, we went back to his shop.
and my mum picked me up from thre thn went to church.
bby folowed along.
after church we sent dear to kiulap agen.

hahah. winnie brought commerce book out to study lagi =p




hahaha. i had fun man. gila ness..babe's mom so modern..
so fun.. haha. babe also la. so funny =p
thanks for todayy <3



the best anniversary day :D
hahahaha..
i dont mind going with u guys again next yer :P

OK. im half studying history now..
its another call of..
i mean it :D
1. It's about midnight. Who are you texting?
; currently no one

2. It's Monday afternoon, where are you usually?
; TEYUHSION (tuition)
.
3. Who are the last four people to send you a text message?
; jwen, babe, babe, babe

4. What brand of shampoo is in your
shower right now?
; dove
.
5. Honestly, if you could have ANYONE
in the world, who would it be?
; calavin
.
6. What are you listening to?
; the tv
.
7. Your Birthday wishlist consists of:
; nothing but happiness
.
8. Your ex just asked you out and you
say?
; can i bring my boyfriend along?
.
9. You need a new pair of jeans, what
store do you go to first?
; levi
.
10. How do you feel about your hair?
; i loveee
.
11. What time do you leave to school?
; around 6.30
.
12. What movie is in your DVD player?
; some cinese thingy
.
13. Last two numbers in your phone
number?
; 00
.
14. Who calls you by a nickname?
; baby
.
15. What side of the bed do you sleep
on?
; right
.
16. Favorite T.V. show?
; CSI
.
17. Your last E-mail was from?
; my wad?
.
18. Favorite Beverage?
; ABC
.
19. When's the next time you'll kiss?
; ANYTIME.
.
20. What do your pants look like?
; pink, white polkadots?
.
21. Are you tired?
; kindaa
.
22. Would you kiss the cook of tonight's dinner?
; NO
.
23. Laugh much?
; yes?
,
24. What are your plans for Friday?
; tuition......?
.
25. What is the dumbest thing you have
ever done with your cellphone?
; kiss it? it had babes pic on okayy?!
.
26. Favorite sit down restaurant?
; farmbasket, gripps
.
27. What do you want to be when you
grow up?
; banker
.
28. The most exciting thing you had
this week?
; I WENT RAYA WITH BABE =P
.
29. When was the last time you were up
all night?
; last night
.
30. Where is your favorite place?
; in calavin heart?
.
31. Do you ever think about the price
of gasoline?
; YES. FUCK MAN. SO EXPENSIVE
.
32. What is the best thing about
winter?
; coldnes??
.
33. How often do you hold back from
saying what you are thinking?
; EVRYTIME
.
34. Are you currently planning a trip?
; yes.
.
35. Who was the last person you read
something out loud to?
; by
.
36. Last time you forced yourself to do
something?
; i dont know
.
37. Who's your number one on your top
friends?
; friends lah. they're all number one. include babe. he is ma friend too
.
38. What makes you feel like you are
young again?
; MY KHIAW ASS *joking* the way i dres?
.
39. Do you ever type "kik" or ";p';"
instead of "lol"?
; YES. gosh. the keyboard
.
40. Do you know how to play chess?
; NO. i suck at it. i dk wad is checkmate
.
41. What's on your mind right now?
; CCWS
.
42. Do you want to take something back
that happened in the last week?
; NOPE. life's goooood


1. Are u wearing a necklace?
• yes

2.does your computer have a mouse?
• yes

3. Who is the main person you talk to in each of your classes?
• jwen

4. Do you like school?
• KINDA

5. What color is your shirt?
• red

6. How many bedrooms do you have in your house?
• 5

7. What song are you listening to?
• nada

8. What was the last mall you've been to?
• i dk

9. Are you alone?
• yap

10. Do you have any older siblings?
• yes

11. What is the last thing you ate?
• toasts

12. Who was the last person to come over to your house?
• babe's family

13.Who was the last person to call you?
• dear

14. Who was the last person who texted you?
• dearr

15. What time is it?
• 12.43 am

16. What should you be doing?
• sleeping -.-

17. Who is the last person you IMed?
• babe

18. Did you go out to eat yesterday?
• yes

19. What are you thinking about right now?
. life =)

20. What color are your pants?
• kwhite pink

21. What color is your keyboard?
• black

22. What do you feel like eating/drinking?
• ice lemon tea'

23. Are you in college?
• no

24. What is the last word you wrote?
• no

25. Are you bored?
• yes

28. Do you wear glasses?
• NO

29. What color are your shoes?
• mostly pink white and purple and yes al 3 pairs

31. Last thing you drank?
• wataaaaa

34. Who do you love?
• ADALER =P BABE!!!!!!

35. What are you doing right now?
• chating with dear and doing this

37: what are you looking at now?
• this thingy

38. What's the last words you said?
• happy 1 yr 4 months

39. Do you have lip gloss on?
• no

40. Do you have eyeliner on?
; no

41. Did u realize there was no question number 36?
; so wad?

42. Do you have a cut on your pointer finger?
. NOPE

43. Where is your cell phone?
• here

44. Do you have any friends named robby?
• nop

46. Do you have any friends named nikki?
• nope. i only have few friends =(

47. Are you afraid of the dark?
• YES MAN

48. Do you used to watch "are you afraid of the dark"?
• yes.

49. Do you like someone right now?
• yes but i lve him

50. What size shoe are you?
• 5 - 6
sorry if i blog loads abt baby..
that is how boring my life is..
and only one person so far can make it funky..
and make it interesting
I APOLOGIZEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :)

SOO, babe's shop is done renovatinggggg :D

ta-daa!
anywaaaaaay, aint it nice? the purpplee?


CHIHTSAI HAIR PRODUCT. gives u best hair in d world!

i went for a dinner theother day

this is wad i wore ? :D

my favourite picture of babyy..

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anyway, the other day, my mums anni with daddy,
we went escapade. jst as said in calvin's blog
aint the point huh =p

GOD. we ate like.. WOOO!
we didnt know we order so much!
and i was soo careless..
i wanted to be nice and pour soy sauce for everyone..
and i poured mine half way and droped the bottle.
zomg. so paiseh!

mumm and dad already went -.-
thn.. i wanted to see in the thingy.. like some sour orangey stuff..
and i dropped the cover.
yay sab !=.=

i even almost slipped ON A BLOODY PRAWN on the floor.
i wore heels again -.- aduhmak!
someone must have lost their food.



me and dearr

muahs

bleh. - wadeverrrrh

he didnt want me to take this

dorky smile o.O

in the caaaaaaaaaaaar :D

if yur happy and u know, u love sab , puff PUFF wit me!

i veli vain horh? hehehex (act cute) grr. annoying.

wad i wore

what babe bought me from kuching!! :D
it s'per nice lah.
me and mummy love it so much.
well, i do. and mummy wants it,

i shall make my yutube useful after pmb.
drumming?.. neh-
dancing? - lagi bluek.
guitaring? - who am i kidding?
being a dork?.... wokeeyy dokeyy


here is brotherhodz being dorky.
yet funny,
cal tot he played the song. apparently he didnt.
and evyone paused like mad.
hahaha.
well, this vid definitely brightened up ma day.
im sure it will brighten urs too! :D
SMILE PPL

chiquita`


sabena Foo
5th of June 1993
IN LOVE! taken - HAPPY ;
calvin chong is my love..






baby; mylove
brotherhodz';ex-shufler
michee; the dazzling one
lilian; the funny girl
maria; joyful bebeh
jwen; my hyperness
meithing; cutest
evelyn; gorgeous chic
them; marMichLiL; memories of 3
siiya&jen ; the councilors
yvonne & tracie; BFFs
serene; the cute one
peiwei; my fav councilor
manda; the gorgeous vlogger
SY,laine & soph; three BFFFFFFFs
abby; the creative one
rowena; lovely teen
joann; the girlygirl
merciana; pretty curls!
effie; the guitarist
yen; cute one
brit and casey ; friendly girls!
haaaaaaady; rockin' drummer
kimmyy; MY BFF
Kathy; childhoodfriend
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