thinking about things.
how life is.
how lucky i am to have calvin.
how he loves me.
how i love him..

how he is..
sweet, funny, lovable,.. caring.. handsome.. cute..
makes me smile no matter what imm going thru..

how i am..
selfish. i dont get myself .. really..
i find myself so complicated..
a few weeks.. not having ur attention..
im not sure how u are there. i dont know what u do there everydayy..
i am just waiting.. i'll keep u updated darling..
i hope yu'll have fun one your birthday when i aint there..
even if i aint there. i know ur having fun now =)
love u.. im waiting..



...& i'm off....
its a pic post!!


this was during orals in sch.

my new shirrrrrt =p

i went to kim's hse yesterday. and i went to tuition and they pick me up agian. LOL

me and loveeeee

KATHY!

so cute aint she??

caaaaaaaaaleeeeeeeeviiiiiiiiiiin

us? timer?!

LOL!

yeah. heads cut offffffff-ed!

LOL. posers

asses?

kimmy was like "im going to heaven"

i look horrible!

she broke my bracelet!

me and kathyy!

:)

:D

SHE WANTED A PIC MA =P

:D

peace!!
this was when i was home already.

tODAY, wunyin's hse :D
it was soo fun. LOL. we laughed lots. she is one happy girl who makes ppl smile =p i love her hse!
baby, i want a hse liidaatt - but small one okay? mwaaaa!

our feets. mine is. short fat and ugly one =p

we were hugging each other. cos we're like falling!

our art of friendship

STEP STEP STEP

TIMER AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!

so tall girls =(

two short ones. I WAS LIKE.. CANT EVEN TOUCH THE TOP!!

rr?

I MISS BABY. he is calling me soooon ^^




FUN DAYS WITH DARLING.
after relieving al the stress. i feel better =)
i just have one MORE stress..
waiting for babe to come bak ='(
come back baby. don leave me here waiting again =(

i know ur having fun, mising me??
MWHAS
i miss babyy..
i hope he'll be back sooner! yep yep.
thn we can spend the whole yer or forever together again =)
LOVE U BABY ;P
hope u can feel me from there!!
mwa mwa mwa!
That i miss baby so much. I'm missing him. I'm still crying every night. Love baby. Love baby.
Maria was being funny during orals. Lol.
That i miss baby so much. I'm missing him. I'm still crying. Love baby. Love baby.
Maria was being funny during orals. LOL.
LOL. this was a last few days pictures

at tuition :D

hehe

jwen took this

i made this. HAHAHAH . but babe no likey =( coz its in pencil

lala?

anyway, on saturday, yesterday, i went to miri after school. HEHE.
i went into the car and i ate. and fell asleep. babe called a several times when i was in the car =)
i slept and it felt sooooooooooooo fast to reach miri. AHHA

in the car

i reached miri in baju kurong. and i changed and showered in my house. thn we drove off to pick baby up :D
after finding his house and daddy getting pissy, we finally found his hse!
mummy cudnt recognize him -.-
mum says he looked like a malay. APAKAN MY?
hahaha. but so handsome to me. HE IS HANDSOMELY BALD!
hehe! he keeps on wearing this cap but i rather see his baldness. :D

after that we went to imperial mall , and while going up babe saw his friend "ah bun" or "ah boon" i dont know. but he is the size that ANYONE GET TO CARRY! seriously. i felt so tall and fat just walking past him -.-
anyway, we went to eat at sugarbun.. and i bought pearl milk tea. but it aint nice..!! haha.. we looked around some shops..i also bought a shirt which has "calvin" onnit. HEHE. thn shoe shop!!

baby tying his shoooooeeeeee. SEE HIS HAIR! :D

hehe. mummy and daddy went to foot massage while me and baby went walking around the whole building hand in hand and ended up sitting down leaning on him..
thn go eat at desserts eating "cheese stick" yumz!

afteer eating, we went home..

THAT CAP LOR!

hehe. babe wore it for me..

thn we sat at the stairs talking..
and babe suddenly asked "by, imagine now we're friends.. and u like me. how wud u make the first move to kiss me?" and i was just like
0_____________0''''''''''''''''''

HAHA! i was freaking blur!
not long we left to gloria hotel to have dinner with my family for my mum's advanced birthday.. me and babe was uber full!

in the carr

in the restaurant while eating.. we were acting as crushes but not together and how babe wud make the first move to hold ma hand. I GOT THINGLY ALL OVER MAN. and i kept on laughing and babe looked at me and laughed too!
we went home around nine. and babe got tummy ache and headache =(
causes : eat too much.. sleep not enuf

-.- he actuallly looked drunk and kept on smiling suddenly. it was freaky but funny. babe told me some NS ghost stories. EEEEEEEEE.
i massaged baby's baldie head. and i like it.i like his hair now. so soft. LOL. and short =p
he looked like he was in damn pain.
i wish i cud take the pain awayy~

we sat on my door's stair. and waited for his car.
it came around 9.30 +
i got all emo cos i wasnt gonna see him anymore... so i went to sleep not long after i found out babe was doing his business in the toilet. he told me it was "BIG BUSINESS"

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oh well, today i woke up around 7 +

puff

i look like a ghost.

babe said short hair makes me look fat. and he keeps on asking me to go on diet. when he is d one gaining SOOOOOOOOO much!
anyway, i woke up and i felt so bored. thn suddenly i got a call from babe.
he said he gonna pick me up to crocodile farm. OMG
i was so happy!! my dad and gma kept on gooing
"u see usee now can smile already"

HEHE. around 10 mins babe came!
i got in the car.. and yay....... =.= i was having fun in d backseat while babe was infront. bleah! so not fun =p
HAHAHA.

but we took quite a while to find the place and ended up laughing too!
babe's dad is so cute! HAHA

babe in the carr

after like 1 hr of finding the place. YAYE!!
so excited!

bayybehh

me :)

we bought ticket for 10 i think??
OKIE. yur about to go on a safari ride with sabena..
get readdyy!!

3...

2...

1...

...
FIRST STOP! crocodilessss


oh oppss. got few random pics of us la!

babe's toes? -.-

there were like 30 croco's

mee

u noe their mouths are like just open and they look dead.. but naww~

SECOND STOP..


ME AND BABY'S FAVOURITE BEAR!
so adorable and pity :( i hate those ppl who caught him .. sadd

..

monkeyy... there was 3 monkeys. one BIG one medium one smallll.
and the small one was so afraid of the big one =(
it was so mean. i wanted to spank the big one. so bad! we fed em bananas!

I'm seeing baby in few hours!! Weehee! I can't wait!! Woosh. I'm in the car. So excited!!
okay. so i had a haircut a few days ago..
LOL. nothing much happened lately. just that babe got his phone back :D
and he has been a naughty boy.
yes babe?
mwahs can t wait to see u. better turn up for dinner ah. MUMMY'S BDAY AH! =p
love u soo much!
miss you darling..

yesterday when i took care of baby sheryl.
SO DAMN TIRING. i was like "bby, yu stay here okay? with the other jie jie.."
she looked around and i ran up to sleep (A)

HEHHEHEHHE

mata juling

poserrrrr

SHERYL!!

i asked her to do the pouty pout lipsy lips so she looked at how i did it and she does it! HAHAHA
she's only 2 1/2 btw~!

okay. the next pic is weird./ LOL.

today is prolly the best day since babe left!!
u wanna know whaaaaaaaii?!?
COZ HE CALLED ME :D
omg omg omg. so many timess :D
but babe becareful..

baby sprained his ankle so badly =(
hurts me here love. take care please. CAL ME AGAIN!! :D
we'll be seeing yu nebxt week.. LOVE U!

i'm in a mess.. without youu.. i miss youu

i have been crying..

are u looking at these beautiful skies?

CALVIN!! :D

i love u "C"


today, i went to sch.. nothing much i just stayed back for extra class and practice until 3.30.
and i think i gained 34590423876 kg!! SERIOUSLY! oh my god la. baby come back he will be so disappointed.. anyway, i went to tuition straight. thn went to net zone to eat with jwen chinshi and esther. daym i ate alot. me and bby's spot, i miss :(

we walked to huaho kiulap. AND U NOE WHAT?!
i tot the fitting room no one.. so i opened. and saw this woman in bras! OMG. i was so paiseh. i saw her big boobbies. OMG. bra again. lacey and pink dull.. ok ok. u need not to know. HHAHAHHA. we walked back and suddenly chinshi and jwen started running from the back. so i pulled esther and ran. but they won. cos they were closer!!! =p
thn went to tuition until 8.30

i called dalbert's phone and its on!! i even msged waiting for babe to reply from his phone but :(
baby, i miss you so much. ima go play babe's guitar soon. I MISS YOU SO BADLY BABY!
call me as ssoon as possible .. i have no idea if yur alright or having fun.. pleaseeee miss mee ='(
love u darling. foreve and evaaaaaaaa
baby, i hope you know that im missing you.. its only 2 days.. i know. my friends said "only two days" but im dying here. i need to hear you.. its okay.. im counting down.. 60 days =)
i bet you'll have fun but just take care. yu probly wont read this but its for you, i miss you calvin.
i love u more than anything else in this world besides mami and papi'..

hugs and kisses. feel me from there babeh (:
1.What's his/her full name?
- calvin chong wei sin

2. Does she/he has a bf/gf?
- yeah! ME :D

3. Do you know a secret about HER/HIM?
- LOTS

4. How old is the person?
- 19

5. Has he ever cooked for you?
- nopee

6. Is this person older than you?
- YES

8. When was the last time you thought of this person?
- every times :D

9. Are you related to this person?
- nope

11. Do you have a nickname for each other?
- yesss.

13. How many times do you talk to this
person in a week?
- almost evyday but now i gotta wait until 2 months gone

14.Do you think she/he will repost this?
- i dont think so.

15. Could you live with this person?
- yeah!

16. Why is this person your number one?
- because he is special

17. Have you seen this person cry?
- heard

18. How long have you known this person?
- years

20. Have you ever had a sleepover with him?
- yeah

21.If you ever moved away would you
miss this person?
- i am missing him now

22. Have you ever given this person
something?
- yessssss!

23. Have you ever done something really stupid or illegal with this person?
- haha. noo

24. Do you know everything about this person?
- not everything.

25. Have you ever made something with this person?
- make what?

26. have you fought before?
- yeah/ HAHA. we punch and kick and sorts

27. Have you and this person got into a beach?
- nope

28. Does this person have a scar?
- yeah duh

29. Is he/she on drugs?
- no.

30. Do you know this person's shoe size?
- err..

31. Have you ever worn this person's clothes?
- yes

32. Have you and this person made up a hand shake?
-no

33. Has this person ever seen you dance?
- YES

34. Have you ever heard this person sing?
- loadsa time

35. Do you know this persons friendster password?
- YEA!

36. Do you know this persons best friend?
- me? :D

37. Have you and this person ever gotten into a fight that lasted more than 2 days?
- nope

38. Does this person cry a lot?
- nope!

39. Have you and this person went clubbing?
- no.

40. Do you know how to make this person feel happy?
- i guess so?

41. Do you and this person talk a lot?
- yeah

42. Are you happy with this person?
- yes i am.

43. Has this person yelled at you?
- idk?

44. Do you love this person?
- SO FREAKING LOTS!

45. Do you want to be with him/her forever?
- eyeaaah!




Baby, you'll not be here after the day tomoro.. Or tomoro..what am i gonna do?.. I'll be flooding my house. . I'm gonna miss you loads. Will you? I'm already missing you. Are you? Baby, i promise you that whatever happens. I will not let you go. I know i broke my drums promise. But if i practice without my heart. It's still useless. I know when i have the heart to do it and i will. But for you, okay. I will do practice.. But not long. Sigh.. I wonder how is it gonna feel like knowing you're not gonna be here for long.. I wonder what are you gonna do there.. Make more friends with guys okay... Sigh.. I ain't gonna be there.. I'm not gonna be anywhere close to you. Though i'll make visits. I think probably once only? Cos of my exams.. Baby, am i always in your mind? You should know you're in my heart, my mind, my diary. My phone. My everything. You're my life. Without you. I have nothing. Love you baby.. :'( i will definitely have a heavy empty heart when you go. But of course still got your heart inside. Hugs. I need another hugs from you. I miss your kisses.. I'll miss em. I'll miss you..
today is 5th of JULY.
yu guys noe what day it is.. :)

sigh.. today i had so much fun =)
but in sch i cried again =(
i finished sch and went to pick baby up from his shop. thn we went to
netzone supposingly.but mummy wanted to go escapade. dayem. we ate lots


yeaaaaaaaaaaap~

mummmmmmmmmmy :D

food?

thn we went to "my secrets" shop and mummy spent like $200 there??
omg man. but yu noe what attracted me? "the candy"
seriously. so many sweets. and the dusbin is damn adorable!

SEE! so cute aint it?

we went home and my crew was there already la.
thn we practiced until michee and lilian went home. we had fun. but i got allergy and i didnt'no like it. cos it'll make me moody :(

anyway, michee and lilian went home early for DT'S bday but yu guys didnt say bye to him properly =( he's leaving. and im c rying..
sigh.. esther left around 5 + while baby played drums and i was reading boook.

thn i let babe play this.
omg.
www.winterrowd.com/maze/
yu shud try :)
babe, shh ah. i wanna let em noe. or anyone out there who knows liao.
me and esther laughed like mad.. hehe...
esther went home. me and babe was watching videos and started laughing like mad. babe sang me few songs and i was touched.. except the "abc" song. still cute la. but o.O way to go for his gf =p
kidding..!!


hmm.. i cried several times thinking babe's leaving and he just hugs me tight and tell me things i rellly needed to hear. that leaves a smile on myface.. we had so much fun. we slow-danced. and his face was like "when will this get over? -.-"

babe and me were having so much fun until my daddy said.. he is going to a party so he wud drop baby off.. thts when the drama started "waaaaa!!! waa!!!!! so eerli :'( so erli :'( waaaaaaaa!!"

and babe was like "*hugs* babe, i need yu to look at me. yu are my life. my heart here *points* and yur heart *points* are always together okay?" and he laughs aat my face crying -.-
he keeps saying its cute..
but i manage to give my last smile =(

while i watch my daddy drive him i was crying like mad. my mum's friends were like "oh. don cry.. he's coming back. sh shh" and im like "WAAAAA!!" thn i called esther and started crying and she was like "no no sab, its okay"

sigh. babe , i hope yu know how i feel right now. im sorry if i give yu a heavy heart to leave. but sigh.. i wasnt ready to receive this yu noe.. but yu'll be back =) i love yur hugs and kisses u gave me. just writing this.. im crying the whole time.. words.. "haha" and :D are all fake just so yu noe.
it wont be easy for me. but daddy said "i'll bring u down to visit him"YT

BABY!! when u go right, the first week. tell me whens yur off day okay?
pleas take care. The stars will be watching over you for me :)
they will whisper to you that i miss yu everyday& every minute.... every second, darling... please do be alright.. gosh, the urge of crying is just there. but i gota be strong for u. but obviously i need some work out on tummy first ..when u come back, i'll be strong and sexy for u ok? :) love yuh!

do not, i repeat, do not mention the words "two months only ma" , "you'll still see him" or " he will be back soon". ..
just knowing he is that far and long away from me..
i will automatic cry. trust me....
im a naughty girl today. i skipped tuition :D
i was like "ko, drop me at gripps i buy drink and go tuition"
but thn gripps closed.. so i said "ko, drop me a t farmbasket, closer to tuition also better! " thn i went to buy my drink and suppose to mc babe to wait at ayamku while he watch me cross the road.. but thn.. end up.. he came .. and said he didnt dare to let me cross the road. HAHAHA. so we went to babe's office i had some readbean thingo. but i don like red bean
:( so babe ate the other half. we stayed there and thn around 11? i walk to bakerlyn alone.. and bought 4 donuts for wendy.. i went back to office and gave her.. we end up talking for like 1 hr? WOO~me like her. she's funny. HAHA..

i did some malay homework at tuition ^^

babe took this :D

omg. my freaky smile!!

excuse the fats :O

around 12? me and babe went to eat at netzone. dayem it was good. me likey. i ate like no one waas there..

western fooooooood

babe ahh :( so paishe man!

yum yum. munch mucnch!

munch??

babe had kolomee

AAAAAAAAAAA!he says :D

er??? GAGAGAHAHHAHAAH!

babe and his silly poses!

after lunch we watch movie..

HAHAHAHAHA. just kidding........

we walked to bank and i drew some cash.
thn we walked to qlap mall. babe kept on pinching ma nose :D
we went to book movie n walked around..
and we went to arcade to play this shooting game.SO FUNNY!
hahahaha. but ofcourse babe won like 2 times? and i won once only .. huhu!
we met kimmy and kathy..
omg. kimm yu better start wearing skirts again!
thn after that we went to wait for the movie to start!

it was actually random u noe?

uhhmm!!!!!

AHHAA. he asked me to take this one :P adorable aint it?

i said take a nice pic!!:D

g grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr~!

hahahaha. we were both damn idiots..

we watched hancock. OMG. we laughed like mad. and we moved our seats all the wayyy downn.. hehe. so funny the movie..
babe and me laughed like mad.. we cuddled up during movie. and i think my hair banyakk popcorn smell. cos babe was eating above my head. HAHHA. after the movie was 3.30 and i wsa like "OMG. cos i had to rush back to tuition. so i walked really fast. we stop at netzone and gave kisses. thn went seperate ways. sigh..
after tuition, esther came..
we did some business calls and business talk ..
LOL..

sigh.. i miss babes.. tmoro is my last day to see yur smile before u go..
but ofcos when u come back i can see it again..
sigh.. baby, do u noe its hard for me? :( but i guess itsokay..

PPL. ima have mood swings so dont annoyy me T.T
babe, our secret is safe. =( bad news today. that got me crying like mad.
but we'll still have phones. HAHA, sigh.. i hope u'll be back in a months and a half times babe. pls inform me okay??

today i went to school and started to cry liao.
thn went to tuition until 5.30 and we met up with babe.. walked to tien mi mi to decide where we wanna eat. me and babe is yappi. jwen is teo poi hoon and esther is rejoice. so we do the old rock scissors and paper wayy .. rthn when we went into teopoi hoooon. it changed into vegetarian shop.. so we went out right away.. thn we went to mamih. so far. babe kept on dragging me even when there's a drain infront =.= ''

i think i ruined babe's day knowing he cant sleepover =(
i kept giving the "sour"face look. SORRY BABE T.T
after eat.. we went back to tuition.. we were holding hands all d way making me feel like m in d video of "i am 16 going on 17" HAHAHHA =p mwahs baby. i had fun holding yur hand and hugs and leaning on u in mamih ANDDDDD... u feedingme. HAHAHA :D

I LOVE YOU and i'll miss you =)
sigh. im crying.. i'll miss you so much babe.. sigh.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LILIAN!!!!
HEHE. good luck in evything ^^

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today, i went to school which is a usual thing.
BUT ITS SPECIAL DAY. lilians bday!
and u noe what?
we bought donuts for her.. 7 donuts. and we planned to scream happy bday and open d donut thingo for her.. thn she came and walked past me and michee's backs. thn mar looked at her and went "oh lilian".... "O.O OMG! LILIAN! SINCE WHEN YUR HERE?!" thn me and michee realised and i started screaming like.. OMG OMG OMG!! HAHHAA.
so funny. she got shocked man!

and during pe, we played basketball..
and u noe there was like two rainbows? one in a circle and one more at the side.

soo right, today, when the other class had d ball.
i tried to distract them by saying "OMG! LOOK*pointsup* RAINBOW!"
EVERYONE LOOKED. OMG. and i took d ball.. the next second when everyone was looking down. DAYEM. i was d target. i had to scream. HAHHA.
esther laughed at me like mad!

anyway, after sch i called babe. and received a bad news..
sigh babe.. i reli hope u aint leaving =( i want u here stil!
but rmbr... our hearts .. like u said "always hugging each other's heart"
i will mmiss uu!

thn after tuition..apparently i went to tuitionALONE. jwen and esther. didnt come :( so yeah. after tuition, i went to met with babe. we walked to bakerlyn, hand in hand, and i bought my donut..
thn we went to bakerlyn. i smelt smelly cos of sweat =.=
and when we walked back.. aherms babe. u so sweet! HEHE. made my day :)

i went to drums erli so we sat and waited. so expressions now know we're couples, HAHAHA.

me and darling

we were bored okay?

yeah?

babe was like "im soo cool" HAHAHA. no lah he didnt say that =p

he toook this! :D

he made me

he playing with drum sticksxzsxz

two NOW?!?! :o hahahhaha =p

i loike this alot :D thanks to me

me and babe

when i was playing, and he waited. the guitar tcher asked him to go to play guitar for fun. skali d tcher keep going "wow wow wow"
HAHAHA. thn we jammed together. with 2 tchers and the couple.. :D
LOL. thn miss lily chiam came with another family.. so paiseh. we played a song which I DON EVEN KNOW!!!!!! OMG. i wanted to die of embarrassment! but thn we had a good time kan babe? "mwwahs" =p

HEHE. love u darling. praying and hoping u aint leaving soon =)
yesterday, at school. nothing much. at tuition.. nothing much. al i noe is we had practice.LOL. we did michael jackson style =p

HAHAHAHA. foollow babe bah. so sexxzy xD
ahhahahaha.

me and esther

she tried flare i think and ended upp.......

AHAHAHA. i told her i'd delete this but NAH, hahaha. i showed ppl in school. and she was like "SAAAAAB!!!!"LOLZ

today i woke up and yeah. went to school.
thn after sch i read babe's blog and he said he did something for me i'd have to find out.. n i was loike begging him to tell.. but he said it took "risks" =.=
so i went home and went to friendster, youtube, blog, msn..
n NADA. nothing~!

i wore all pink to tuition

pink

pink
and i wore pink blouse with pink lollipop! :D

at tuition.. i HATE THIS FAT GIRL .. argh!!

she keeps giving us "The look" and she keeps on wearing short skirt when her legs are fat anddddddd once she didnt lock d door in the toilet and I BLOODY OPEN D DOOR.. guess what? she was popping her PIMPLES off her nose! I WAS LIKE..WHAAAAAAAAAAT??? =.=

anywayy, after tuition, esther came.. i was expecting babe to come but neh.. hhaahhaha. mwahs babyy. thn esther followed me home again.. and we practiced la. and thn babe went online and we chatted and babe kept on going "i tell you wht i did la"... "wait, no, u find out. heeeeeeee"
i was going excited but he didnt tell :(


we danced and danced. and chatted to babe. thn he finally he had to go and i was like "TELL ME TELL ME"
at first esther guessed "OMG. HE SUNAT" and i asked babe if he did. he was like "NO O.O" thn esther came up with " OMG HE CUT BALD" i asked babe .. he was like "says who? " i said "SAYS ESTHER* giving her d look*" after that....... "HE ACTED LIKE A GIRL TODAY!!!" i was like o.O.... but ofkos i didnt asked babe that la.. esther kept on going like "whats with my brain?!"

LOL. bbut thn babe told me in d end "check out my yutube"
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AWWWWWW. aint it sweeeeeeeeet?

i will do that one day but i'll definitely embarrass myself more than u darling. cos u sing for a band and i sing for a fly only.. the fly also go away ahhhh :( but thanks alot. i was soo happy!. i kept on screaming.. u can ask esther!! hehe. love u baby. i love yur sexy voice =p

don emo la. haha. *hugs*

chiquita`


sabena Foo
5th of June 1993
IN LOVE! taken - HAPPY ;
calvin chong is my love..






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