• 6:11 AM, 28 February 2008
this beautiful story
...&At first...
they were just strangers in this small world..
and one day, somehow, they bumped into each other in a way..
they both exchanged smiles and somehow she got caught in his beautiful eyes..
and that moment, she knew feeling inside her wasnt just any ordinary feeling..as he walked right past her and never bother to notice her again..
then one evening, she found his picture online..
she got excited and had a little conversation that went like this...
"hi"
okayy. she was disappointed but she HAD to make a move!
so she added him up in IM and they started chatting day and night..
after 5 months had passed.. she finally tells him how he feels..
and he told her that they will never come truee..
as heartbrokened as she is. she never gave up.
one day, he fell inlove with this pretty girl. no doubt she IS pretty!
but she had hurt him again like all the otherss. he had no choice as she lived in a faraway kingdom.
he knew what he had to do. he did his part and thats all..
he gave up on love.. telling her *me XD* that he never want to be hurt again..
" if u'd just give me a chance, i promise i wouldn't hurt you" she thought.
she tried to comfort him no matter wat it takes.
even if its until 3 in the morning..
another 3 months had passed..
and he was still emo. " i really do love you" she decides to tell him again.
and he took it as a joke which hurt her so badly..
thn just this day..
he starts to appreciate what she've done for him.he realises that she was the only one who made her smile..
"As hard as i am trying to keep you in contact,
all you did was never react,
somehow you're tryna say 'i love you'
guess thats how i feel for you too" - calvin chong
2 months gone by, 24th april 2007, kiulap.
he tells her his feelings for her.
which made her so happy that she was smiling non stop for him..
5th june 2007, school.
he proposed to her on her birthday and tells her how much he cares for her. tells her how much he loved her before and how much he loves her now.
she felt like it was the best thing that have ever happened in her life.
she knew their love was never gonna end.
its almost a year that they have been so in love.
they know it will go on forever =)
• 1:26 AM, 27 February 2008
u seem to be excited to go more than ever
blah. today go sch. wasnt rely in a mood. so yeah.i went to eat. talk. study. smile.
nothing much. go tuition. come back go online.
done. no shitz in ma life.
i love bby. missin him. hope he does too
• 6:08 AM, 26 February 2008
yayee
yayee! me and baby coming 9 months in exactly a week from tomoro!! =)baby, june is comingg!
wheeeeeee..........................
next june, u may not be here. so i wanna have many many time with u..
rather thn coming back after 3 months and later u work and work again..
dont know where tht leaaves me.. mwah! 9 monthss.. thn few many years. we get married. woo -
• 9:52 PM, 23 February 2008
new blog layout
heee ; i made this layout last night and now its compleeeeeteeeee! huahahaha! :Pi think its a bit weird. the colour is like not a blog typo? :S
but i loike it over all. hahaha.
im suppose to be studyingg now. but oh wells! :D
guitar firstt. lolz.
missing babbyy <3
• 7:03 AM, 22 February 2008
chaap gohh mehh
tuesday, jewn and esther came my hse to do project.it was fun. we painted. and cut and fix and stick.
they followed me home after tuition. and yeah. we sat on the floor doing project until like 8.30? thn we went to play wii.
and our hands hurt like shaaiite the next day..
the girls <3
sab's posee
they think i look cute herree =.=
thn on thursday i went to miri. i felt vomitish in the oh so quiet car. so i had some music and twisties and felt like a kazillion times better. haha.i slept for a while like half and hourr?
smileeeeeeeeee for baby
me and cuzzi
he took this
meee
:D
what i wore. i know i look super weird -.-
thn i went for dinner in miri.
wah lao, so cute man this small kid. OMG.
his wavy hairrr. his biggg eyes..
ahh!
but still, no one can beat my baby.
hee's still da best of all :D
mwaaaaaahs.
• 5:56 AM, 19 February 2008
today
today, go sch..go tuition..
jay and esther came. pictures tomoro.
mum and dad go out.
babe not responding as well cos he out with friends.
jay said "give more space"
esther said "sighh"
blah.
• 2:43 AM, 18 February 2008
baby, the heart never lies
i went to kimmy's on wednesday.. i had flu and cough and some throat infection thing. and i was really cold.
anyways, and when i got home... i got fever =.= so i didnt go to sch on thursday :D YAYE.
but i had so much fun mann! we danced the thriller!! the..the one that Michael Jackson one.. LOL. kathy me and kimmy laughed like madddo ; ahhaaah xD and we did some crapoo moves like that mr. bean one. LOL!
we played guitar hero as well. and wooo; they going to LA :( without
meeeee...
kimmy in her pretty hat!
me and kathy
meeeeeeeeee. fat
oo =p
sexaay
anyways, and when i got home... i got fever =.= so i didnt go to sch on thursday :D YAYE.
but i got an MC. so ya. i went to escapade on valentines night.
with ma parents. baby workin =(
hahaha. anyways, he promise something on june5th =p
well, daddy gave mummy somethanngg~
i actually got more exited then mummy. HAHA
nice nice nice??
vain arse..
vain arse..
hahaha.
friday i went to tuition and ya.. thats it..
didnt do much..
SATURDAYY!! :D
i go school right and esther followed my car.
we went to eat at golden leaf. and we walked around and bitch while my mum talk to her friends.
after that we went to umm.. where ah? -.-
errr..
ummm...
escapade to order foood while me and esther change.
we went to huaho gadong and bought a tray of FN orange. lolz. so heavy.
we were like holding hands cos so many those type of "guys" the sot sot one. so we say if any of them come up to us and kacau us. we'll just say we're lesbians. HAHAHAHAHHA xD
annywaay. then we went home. and we dress up and make up and blow hair. do hair. thn we went to market to buy prawns. and the nextt stttopppp...................... BABY'S HOUSEE :D
heee; so scary tho his dogs. we kept on running here n dere when the dog bark -.- LOL. but so cute laah. thn he intro us to his maid. we stayed in babes room till 7. playing PS2 and yeah. haha. babe look sooo cute that night =p i got mad for some reasons.. but after a while, i smiled cause baby bah! so cute! lolz.
when bby went out for a while, i searched his room.
[babe! fold ur boxers!]
hahahhaa.
anyway, when he intro me and esther to his mum and sister and cousins and aunt and uncle. i totally froze man. but yeah. it was cool. i ate lots. well, quite. and erm.. we continue playing ps =p
i got angpauu :D mine special cause me SABENA, calvin's big big love!! hehhehhe.
me and esther
mee
mee
me esther and babe's penguin
me esther and honey
me esther and honey
i went home around nine thirty. mostly we just eat and eat.
hahaha.
anyway, then yesterday. sunday.
ma open house.
babe and esther came around like 9 am to help do cocktails.
heeeeeeee =p
we played game until like 12? waiting for ppl to come. we played wii =P
ping pong. so funny la. baby was into the game.
oH and it was esther's bday! :D
anyway, kathy and kim was the first to come. thn maria.. and more and more ppl come lu..
list of ppl who came..
BABY, maria, esther, jwen, lilian, michee, lindy, kim, kathy, aaron soon, aaron chong, weei sing, vincent, szekhai, weeli, jong yi. yeah. thts abt it i guess. hahaha.
they were gambling and eating like crazzzzzzze. me and bby ate so many rounds. hahaha. chicken, cocktails, sushi, MANY MANY FOOD.
we played the wii, ps2 and all. computer. bby and aaron chong play the tennis and baseball and ping pong, fishing, many lah! they love wii. but i bet their hands hurt today XD
i was their maid for the day. LINDY asked me to take her drink tht was like 2 steps away! LOL!! =p
but i hope they had fun. babee and me was in the purple room playing cards. so many games we laughed like mad.
"he didnt come out did he?" HAHAHHA. u know tht babe =p
after lilian left, michee joined us to play blackjack and ang tiam.
i finally won after 10 dollars gone betting! @_@
gaaaaah, one ang pau gone.
thn everyone went home cept babe. we play wii.
thn he went homee and i play with myself two playerss x.x
ii slept around 11 plus after talking on the phone with my husband xD
so yeah. FUN DAY! =p
many cars
gamblee
them
me and baby
babbyyy! :D
LOL. i had so much fun with baby dat day.. mwaaaaaaahs :D
i love love love baby <3
• 6:43 PM, 13 February 2008
happy valentines day baby
for baby,when im cold, you'd hold me and keep me warm.
when i'm scared, the sound of your voice comforts me.
when i'm alone, your heart accompanies me.
baby, happy valentines day.
i hope that our relationship is blessed by God.
i hope that we would last forever and ever.
we'd wish tht nothing would go wrong.
mwaaahs. i love youu..
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picturs in the next post!
• 6:20 AM, 12 February 2008
calvin's love
screw this.i hate this.
• 7:27 PM, 10 February 2008
happy chinese new year ppl
so i've been in miri for a week. lots to blog about. lots of picturesssss coming upp! :Dday one
soo, day one. i went down to miri on monday.i tried using the eyeliner. HAHA. i look old thou -.-
day two
i don rmbr what happened. ahhhHahahhahahaa. but i tried on bajuuus
missed bby. cos he was still in brunei. :D:D
he is next to me by the way xD
day three
haha, nothing much happened.
the necklace babe gave
day four
chinese new years! :D
babe came down. i wanted him to come but he cudnt :(
but he did call la. haha!
my boootiful bajuu
cousin,bro,cousin,uncle,uncle
i had aa bit allergy arnd my eyes because of the eyeliner -.-
day five
babe came over next morning, he kept me waiting for hours!!
haha. we went thru pictures. my baby pictures.
i showed babe arnd ma hse. we went to do ballroom danced like idiots.
hahah =p
thn we went to my relatives houses and all. we go receive many many ang pau.
my dress
babe i made him to tht!
haha, weird poses,
me and babe have the same bracelets1
me: i have to go babe ; pleasedont HAHAHA.
me : i love u
day six
hmm, babe came agaaaaaaaain =p
ahaha. we didnt go out.
cept night time whn we went karaoke with drunk uncles & aunties and cousins, babe wasnt drunk i didnt let him drink. my nephew was theree too :D
brandon
in rexbox
me and him
my new baju!
bro singing
uss :D
buu =p
hehehehe
babe so cute with tiee!
my skirt and shirt
we went karaoke until like 2 am? me and babe danced cha cha cha there! :D hahahaha
day seven
next day babe came around 12 pm.
thn we packed and went back brunei. haha. we were talking about how drunk last night they were. and how good baby danced with my nephew.ahha. babe and brandon rocked the house!
anyway, babe sleptover my house. slept arnd 1 plus. we went online while mummy and daddy watchng tve :D
puff! smile!!
when me and babe brush teeth
me and babe
blehkz
heee
smile
blaaaaaaaaaaaaah ; =p
i just hung up with esther. i miss herrrrr! :D
• 6:54 PM, 02 February 2008
whee
finally pictures! =p
haaha. babe made my day already.
we were on the phone this morning :D
lolz. mwahs baby. i miss u!!
and im going miri tmoro :(
i'll be bringing my laptop along. hopefully i have lots to blog..
MWAH BABY
• 5:04 AM, 01 February 2008
our pics
damnit. babe. im sorry.the blogger don want me to blog pictures :(
sorry <3 love u babe..
4 moreeeeeee dayssssss!
• 4:59 AM,
mwahs baby
wheeeeeee!babe has been coming to my house lots.
but i got reasons.
1) i cant really use computer. cos spoil -.-
2) lazy
3) so long to put pics.
hahaha. well, im blogging. and no one reads besides babe, kim and some ppl.
mwahs bby.
4more days to our 8th months!
6 more days to chinese new year!
13 more days to valentines day!
baby, wud u be my valentine?? 0=)
HAHAHAHA =P
i missssss u so much..
yesterday babe came. we watch tv and played wii :D
so funn! but at 5 i got sick. tummy ache :(
babe so caring.
he keep kissing my forehead. going "itsokae"
he followed me to hospital JPMC. he is just the sweeeeetest thaaaang!
i went to toilet. he waited outside.
and suddenly i just had diarhhea? err.. spelling??
anyway, he waited long. he open the door and go "are u alright"
i was like O.O hahaha but so sweet. he just cares about me and wanna make sure im alright :)
sorrry to keep u waiting and starving baby.
this is the first time i've felt this way.
honey, i love u so much <3
• 4:02 AM,
loveloveMonkeyy
Theres this girl, her name is what i like to eat.
HAHAEHEHOHAOHAOHOSH. haha. you so lame. she has o-natural straight hair. Shes got a
You'll always be my jie my bestfriend my crazy bitch forever
i laps you gorgeouss :)
loveloveMonkeyy
btw, your pinches never hurt. HAHAHA!
• 2:48 AM,
lindz
she has wavy hair.
lindy lim =)
da girl who's cuhrazeeeeeeee xD
hahahah. her smile is the sweeeeeeeetest!
and i loike her laughh "HAHAEHEHOHAOHAOHOSH"
:D
she is funny i tell u!
well, i know her since she was in primary 5?
and we use to PINCH each other like crazy and go "SEE! MY PINCH! EEEEEEK!" hahahhaha. kan linds? =p
and we use to pull each other's hair like shit.
hahahaha. scream here n dere.
she sleptover once at my house.
we didnt sleep man! we play and eat and prank call niah. =p
HAHHAHA.
until today she is still ma friend =p
i miss u linds!!
:D